29 April 2007

Performance Anxiety


Jesu' Christo. You'd think I was performing for the New York Philharmonic Orchestra. But I feel that I owe you all some kind of post after a month. I'd like nothing better than to post some lighthearted little bit with a lovely picture and all that, just like fringes advised. She forgot that that Shit don't make it out of the editing department here at the ER. So this is what you get. I cannot begin to explain everything and nothing that has gone on in my life the past month. Suffice to say She's probably leaving and there is nothing that I even want to do to stop it. I got home from a roadtrip Friday evening, and my stress level went through the roof the second that i pulled into the driveway. If that doesn't tell you that something is wrong, there is nothing that will.

For those of you that used to read this blog, I appreciate all of you, but there is just nothing to post that isn't negative right now so you are really better off finding a happy happy blog to go support your view on life. It isn't happening here. There just isn't a light way to look at my life, despite all of fringes good advice. Even jokes seem lame right now. So go find a meaningful blog that makes you happy. This blog will only bring you down. I love you all, but there just isn't anything to be cheery happy about around these parts right now. Sorry. Wrong Blog. See Ya. Been fun. Time to get your kicks somewhere else people.

14 comments:

mist1 said...

I'm not a meaningful blogger either.

briliantdonkey said...

Sorry to hear things are still pretty sucky for you right now to say the least. I hope you won't delete the blog entirely. Partly because I enjoy it, but mostly because more often than not I think YOU do. Don't worry about the blog right now though. Leave it alone and do what you have to do in otherworld. It will be here if/when you start to get the itch for it again. You know my email if you need to get in touch in the mean time though. Don't be afraid to use it.

BD

heather said...

i'm with bd. take the time you need to do whatever it is that you need to do. just keep in touch if you can. let us know you're still breathing.

and another thing, if you need to just dump some of the negative somewhere you can always set your blog to private and just open it back up when things start looking back up for you. but you know this already. hugs and prayers.

Susan said...

I tend to love depressing blogs. Thank goodness you're done with that cheery bs.

Michael Thomas said...

Amen to that, Susan. No more Happy Shit in the ER. Thanks for the offers, Heather and BD. Mist - The funny and happy in your blog more than covers the negatives in this one ten times over. Point and counterpoint.

It in no way helps my mood that I am sick, feel like a used punching bag, and need to be home right now curled up sleeping on a tummy and a decent set of boobs.

And BD, one thing that will never go away - You can always find the sexual innuendo and gutter sex here at the ER.

Roadchick said...
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heather said...

at least you know what you need, and you haven't lost your gift for innuendo. ;-)

Nate said...

damn that sucks!

Might a I suggest an emergency infusion of:
David Allen Coe
Willie Nelson
Waylon Jennings
George Jones

Take with cold beer and pizza and call me in the morning.

heather said...

found out from the chic that you're bedridden. and not by choice. feel better soon. don't try to think too much. just rest and don't go back to work until you're healed. (((hugs)))

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